I wanted to update something lately but i haven’t got the nerve to open up this site and write something. It always feels like i wanted to tell something here. But when the moment came where i put my fingers on the keyboard, everything just pitch black on my mind. The consistency that i can barely hold is write a post at least once a month. I’m not sure if this website is going to hold up for the next year.
Today is 25 October 2018. I should’ve done a lot of things this month but i barely do anything yet. Well, it’s better compared to the previous months where i literally didn’t do anything instead of stuck in my room and played some games. I managed to go somewhere, meet someone, do some couching stuffs or even some business meetup. It’s been hard since i wrote things on this post .
My lack of normal discipline that i should’ve have, causing me to ignoring things that i should’ve done in the past couple weeks. I promised to meet some people but couldn’t really make it, i should’ve done several task but i couldn’t manage to finish. Now i’m here, wondering what should i do next. Well, there is one thing for today tho.
I have a meeting today and it’s not a one hour trip. I have to go there by using some online transportation services and also by train. I’m kinda lazy because it’s too far and i’m not in a mood to go anywhere but i guess this one worth a shot. I have a high doubt about the result of today’s meeting, but i have something in my mind to work it out and hey, i’m gonna be able to do lot of things if this one turned out very well.
The thing is, i haven’t sleep. I know, i’m such an idiot. But it already happened so i guess i just have to face the consequences of being sleepy. Well, i just texted my friend that i will go there on the afternoon so i guess i’m gonna have some time to take a rest (hopefully). I guess that’s it for now, i don’t know how this site can get some views on the post since i reset it from the last update haha. I guess there are some random people accidentally stumbled over my blog (although i really wish that i have some audience on my site now… sigh).