Somehow, I was relieved. I think from now on I will pursue my passion, my dreams. I like the things that I’ve been doing for a long time, even from the time when I was in junior high school. I always keep pace with technological things, like the internet, websites, social platforms. I want to do more now. I love creating websites, sharing information, interacting with others. I like it.
At least, now I’m not so worried about one or two things that had been a barrier. I try to break away and be more expressive by making many new experiences. Trying to do new things, from re-starting to actively take care of the website, go back to playing games (which I swear I wanted from childhood haha), even planning to do a weekly live stream to relieve my stress.
In the end, I want to do what I want to do, and not making any headache for things that I do not really like. Nothing can stop me because in essence I’m self-regulating and I’m responsible for it. Still, I must be in the right corridor. Relax, I will not suddenly become a terrorist and make headlines in the media, but I will try to be someone who can be useful to others in my own way.