First of all, fuck off!. Thank you. I don’t want to see you anymore in the rest of my life. Let all become a past that stuck in the time. Let me free and let me live with my own will. You’re the reason that i’m alive, and you’re the reason that i’m dead. Let all the silent wall keep the track of time. Let the wind bring you far wherever it will be.
I’m not me, without you inside my heart. Blinded by feelings, spoiled to despair. I wanna free, i wanna break free, and i wanna fly high across the open sky. I know i can’t, i know i can’t stand. My little rotten feet still trying to stumble across the life challenges that never end.
I know that i’ll have a lil’ bit of trouble when i have to translate this writing into English (i did it anyway lol). Haha, let it be. I have to train myself even if i know that no one’s care. To be honest, i don’t know exactly how i feel. Despite from anything that i’m facing with right now, i just want to think positive. I wanna try to throw away every weird thinking that tries hard to shake my will.