I have a working business. It’s not huge or running with full administrative documentation yet but at least it’s going on well enough. I fixed my brand which is Awan Studio, i got confused a little when i deciding the name. I finished working on the website and the digital office. It’s not fully completed yet but at least i managed to get it working.
I got several clients within these months. I’m not saying that i’m getting a good pay rate but at least i managed to start carving my name. I’m still asking for help from some friends so i don’t have to work alone, but so far i only have one person and he haven’t done anything yet ’cause i told him to learn more rather than helping me with a real project.
It’s all good, it’s all better than i was worried, but then the more i learn, the more i know that maybe i haven’t really prepared for this. There’s this one annoying thing that keep running around my head whenever i manage my business : What if i’m dead, got an accident, or got kidnapped or something?
If that’s happen, who’s gonna take care of my business? Who’s gonna take care of my clients? As a freelancer, it’s all on me. Everything will be gone when i’m gone. Well, it’s not instantly like that, technically these people still have time to backup everything and move on with someone else even if i’m dead. But what if they don’t know how to? Or what if it happen sooner than i thought? Should i even be worried about this?
Damn. These thought making me think that i have responsibility of so many people but at the same time, i have to educate them how to control their business by them self so just in case bad things happened to me, they know what to do. It’s some kind of insurance but in a better way. I really want them to keep going on with their business even if i’m gone. That’s kind of a responsibility that stick to me while i’m alive also when i’m gone from this world.
Does it make any sense at all?